A new Day

Well, since its almost time for bed, I figure Id share my thoughts. Well yesterday was an ok day. I worked 12 hrs. I enjoyed the day at work. We had an older patient for once who had the old school nintendo and mario to go along with it. Wow how that brings back memories, so the nurses and I decided to switch off playing with him. I exhausted once I got home though. Jeff and I had a decent dinner..although my goal of not eating out didnt exactly get maintained. We ended up at Wendys. Blah. During the week when I am working days, its almost always a crappy day when I get off and Jeff has to go to work. I usually only seem for about an hour before he leaves to go to work....So then I end up coming home to my cats and falling fast asleep. Typically on the couch...I know that I have a full size bed, but its lonely sleeping there by myself...and its currently covered with clothes and odd items. Its what I get for cleaning out my closet...I thought Id get some where by being able to see the floor..funny how its mostly still on the floor just not in closet. I am really getting annoyed with myself, I really really want to be able to keep something/some place clean...but I cant for the life of me keep up with the laundry or the cleaning...what the hell is wrong with me...I wasnt raised in a hell hole, explain to me why I seem to think that I need to live in one. Many of you that know me, the running joke is how messy is my place..and it has been since I left home...humm....so from now on..Im going to clean up after myself. Tomorrow Im going to get the rest of my place clean...even if that takes all day!