Overdue Update

Ok, I know that its been forever since I have updated, and Im not sure that many people read this anyway. I started an update yesterday, but the blogger ate it. So, life here is ok. There isnt a lot going on. Jeff and I have set a tentative wedding date of April 29th,2006, but we'll see if that actually stays that way. I know that Jeff loves me, but sometimes I wonder if he plans on marrying me. I dont know why I feel that way, I guess maybe because I know that I really want to marry him, and Id just like to get on with the show. Id love to get married and have kids and start to settle down, but Im not sure if hes ready or willing to give that up yet. He has made progress I'll give him that, but its like one step forwards, then two steps back. As far as work, well its ok, finally getting all of my hours, but we'll see how long that lasts. I am going to talk to Midlands tomorrow about working in the ER. I need some IV exp and none of my friends or family are willing let me get that practice. Other than that things are good. Helping Jamie get ready for her wedding, wow is that stressful and Im not the one getting married...Ugh! Anyway, Im a little annoyed with an acquaintance of mine, I recently found that this person had some not so nice things to say about me, but then proceeded to put them on the internet for all the world to see. This person said some hurtful things, but Im not really sure what to do about it...I should probably just let it go, and cut ties with this person and Im sure that others in my life would like me to do the same as well. So I think I just answered my own question, i will be cutting ties with this person shortly. Thats about it for now, Ive got to try and get some sleep since Ive got to be up early to meet with Jamie and head to the gym, but since I slept for 15 hrs...Im not sure how tired I really am.....night.